The deserter does not turn
into a pillar of salt—only his skin
shivers a little as he looks back
through the watery gates, where a boy
who thinks he’s a soldier is shaking
a gun. What can this man say to that
boy now, about breath, and the gray soot
of memory. City ruins, crumbling riverside
towns
and the setting sun as the man walks
away from home and family
selfish, arrogant and proud
fingers brush Sabal palms and steel as he
tears and turns
his sight from the boy
and the lingering past
Hugo Esteban Rodriguez Castñeda
is a Mexican expatriate living in Houston, Texas, though he has unbreakable
roots in the Rio Grande Valley. He holds two degrees from the University of
Texas at Brownsville and is currently working on a MFA in Creative Writing
through the University of Texas at El Paso.